Comments on: Closed Adoption From a Birth Mother’s Perspective http://www.laurachristianson.com/laura/closed-adoption-from-a-birth-mothers-perspective/ Adoption Information and Inspiration Tue, 07 Feb 2012 02:36:51 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 By: Renee Harris http://www.laurachristianson.com/laura/closed-adoption-from-a-birth-mothers-perspective/comment-page-1/#comment-2416 Renee Harris Tue, 03 May 2011 08:01:01 +0000 http://www.laurachristianson.com/laura/closed-adoption-from-a-birth-mothers-perspective/#comment-2416 I gave my child up 3years ago now its eating at me. I cry so much. I finally told his father that I had given him up. Im 25 years old and I have 2 other kids my family doesnt even know what I did. I did it because I felt it was right and I couldn't giv him the things that he needed. Now that I have told his father he wants to see him and I have no idea where our son is at or his name or anything. I try to be postivie but I can't. I love my baby. Now I want him back and more then ever his father want him as well. Is there anything we can do? I made a mistake and asked God to forgive me and show and help me through this. But as time past I can't be postivie. My heart aches knowing my child is out here and I have no clue how he looks his favorite anything I dont know if im in a store and its him.. I gave my child up 3years ago now its eating at me. I cry so much. I finally told his father that I had given him up. Im 25 years old and I have 2 other kids my family doesnt even know what I did. I did it because I felt it was right and I couldn’t giv him the things that he needed. Now that I have told his father he wants to see him and I have no idea where our son is at or his name or anything. I try to be postivie but I can’t. I love my baby. Now I want him back and more then ever his father want him as well. Is there anything we can do? I made a mistake and asked God to forgive me and show and help me through this. But as time past I can’t be postivie. My heart aches knowing my child is out here and I have no clue how he looks his favorite anything I dont know if im in a store and its him..

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